Just a few more items and I am done. Came home today and my mother being the lovely woman (scarcasim) she is had some of my things on my bed that was in the storage room.
But the funny thing is she only gave me my items that she doesn't use. For example, my craft stuff but she kept the crockpot.
I know two wrongs don't make a right but I was so pissed that the items that I knew she uses and I was going to leave, I loaded into my car. For example, my crockpot, the cooler. The other stuff I trashed.
I can't understand for the life of me what is wrong with her and unfortunately I recognize the signs in myself as well. There is this mean, selfish spirit and I pray I do not turn into that person she is.
It's one of the reasons I do not have kids, I don't want to be mean and hateful.
My BF said to me, when I was telling him about all this nonsense is that he realizes that my mother pushes people away. I thought hmmm, yes she does and because no one says anything she thinks it's okay, but it's hurtful
In the end, the end is almost here. For hers and my sake I hope both of us can move on without regrets.
Just a few
February 24th, 2012 at 10:14 pm
February 24th, 2012 at 10:28 pm 1330122500
And I hope you can move on without regret also. Enjoy your new digs!
February 24th, 2012 at 11:15 pm 1330125344
Remember, forgiveness is not for the benefit of the person you forgive, it is for YOUR benefit. Try to accept that she is emotionally unhealthy and behaves accordingly. Try to accept that it is not your fault. Forgive her, but distance yourself unless and until she is ready to treat you with the courtesy and respect you deserve. Move on with your life and love yourself.
February 25th, 2012 at 02:31 pm 1330180291
February 26th, 2012 at 01:49 am 1330220989
Your comments really mean a lot to me and I am going to to take notes and do as you guys have advised, and focus on me