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Well I'm back

January 17th, 2012 at 07:11 am

Well I'm back home from my mini vacation which on one end of the spectrum was wonderful because I wasn't home but on the other end horrible because I replayed my Mother's words over and over in my head.
When I told one of my BF what she had said she starting crying. I've read some material which said that most people who make hurtful comments are angry/hurt themselves which I pretty much figured myself about my mother. I realized that she is so consumed with my dad's unhappiness and hers that she makes everyone else unhappy. Every morning and night I hear her say "M you're going to suffer" referring to my dad. Once I was up about 2 a.m. and she was talking in her asleep saying "M y you're going to suffer" once I asked why do you say that every day and she never responded. Mind you my parents have been divorced now for 30+ years and since I can remember she has been consumed with him, asking questions and no matter what the conversation was it always ends up back to my dad. I believe she really did not want a divorce but she claims it was the best thing that ever happened.

I think I'm going to seek some counseling to help me deal with the rejection. Today I'm going to look at a place, I also have a call into one of my friends who was planning on renting her place so we will see

4 Responses to “Well I'm back”

  1. creditcardfree Says:

    ((Hugs)) Take care. You definitely have a good head on your shoulders. And you are right...it is about her, not you.

  2. My English Castle Says:

    A healthier environment for yourself seems like a great idea.

  3. Looking Forward Says:

    That sounds like a really good plan!

  4. veronak Says:

    Thanks every one I appreciate it

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